Update: Lilith is doing so much better and her heart beat has regulated itself. and my water is broken. We’re having this little girl tonight, damnit!
Delivery is not going as well as planned. Babygirl has a very irregular heart beat and isn’t responding very well. I have to abstain from pain medication and wear an oxygen mask to make sure she stabilizes.
I don’t ask for this kind of thing often, but please please send some positive thoughts our way. I’m trying so hard not to lose it.
All checked into the hospital. You can come anytime now, babygirl!
Good luck! You can do it!
Thank you, Sweetheart!
Not sharing this with other social media yet because we don’t want a bunch of people showing up but
I’m checking into the hospital this afternoon and should have my daughter by tomorrow sometime.
Holy fuck I am nervous.
most of the time it’s like yeah I love brand new but sometimes it’s just like fuck yeah I love brand new